the best of intentions

As I sat down to write this post and looked at my calendar and realized we are only 10 days into the month, I had that feeling of UGH, I have 20 more days to talk about being intentional. So, lets be real ok? I’m not ALWAYS an intentional person. I fail a lot. I mess up a lot. I have better intentions than follow through most of the time. Sometimes, I just feel like junk. I feel unwanted, unworthy and just very “un”. It’s hard to be intentional, when you feel un.

I really do have the best of intentions.  But that comes across pretty pitifully sometimes.

Those days that the kids' behavior is horrid, I haven't slept well in days and even that third cup of coffee is doing nothing for me. Even when I really want to be an intentional mom, friend, wife and woman...it just doesn't happen. I spend time with my friends and feel BLAH. I blame hormones, exhaustion, teething and a million other things. I allow my excuses to take over for my intentions. Even writing this post I just want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep. The intentionality is just NOT THERE.

So how do you be intentional in the "un-seasons"? How do you overcome when you feel the passion and fire being sucked out of you? How do you start fresh?

Instead of giving you a list of my failed attempts, I want to hear from you. Help me form a list of overcoming the best of intentions and actually stepping out into being intentional when it hurts to even try.

 

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