thoughts

A lot of you have been asking how I'm doing after my recent announcement that our adoption has gotten pushed back. (We were planning to start paperwork last month and got rejected due to income). Well, I'm doing better than I expected. I have a peace. I know that God has a plan for us. A bigger plan than I can imagine. Want to know something CRAZY? I think we have about decided to have another little one of our own before adopting.

I KNOW.

When I was pregnant with Zoey, we had decided we were done. But have you seen our babies? How can we possibly stop at 2 when we make such amazing and perfect children? I'm addicted to making cute kids. We don't have a timeline yet for when we might try for #3...I'm still figuring out #1 & #2. Let's get Zoey sleeping through the night before we even think about that!

Yes, I'm a little disappointed that the timeline didn't work out the way I had in my brain. But I'm thrilled for what is ahead. I know we will adopt someday, just now isn't our time. We just started over, and with hubby starting a new career we have to wait it out a bit.

But you know what? We are blessed beyond anything I could have ever imagined. Maybe we aren't making millions, but we have so much more. We have a nice home (which is *ahem*....free...yeah talk about blessings), we have two cars so the kids and I aren't stuck at home all day. We have a full pantry and fridge. We are blessed. God provides every month, and He will continue to provide.

I appreciate your prayers and support as we learn to walk through some interesting financial times, and being able to provide the very best for our kiddos. (2 in diapers and 1 on formula. Expensive junk.)

I wish I could hug you all!